Tuning into : Mawlid - Ustaz Shafi Nurul Anwar & his percussionists
Salam all.
Haven't been feeling well this weekend. Didn't exactly enjoyed my leave.
Having throat infection which has caused me terrible pain, especially at nights.
Almost lose my voice this morning.
Feeling rather down & low lately. End year coming & all. Haven't really achieve much things. My targets are not met. Well, not all though. My brothers achieved well in their studies, that's ONE of the things I really want to see from them thos year. They did make me proud somehow.
On the other side, I'm not in my best mood for anything these few days.Funny,I missed doing alot of things I did when I was in school. Not so much of the school activities...Those extra classes that I attended out of my own will.
I'm watching a few videos on youtube on Ustaz Shafi's selawat. I missed going to "bonda's" sermons. I missed attending Mawlid. I miss HIM. No wonder I've been low all these while...
"Oh Allah Swt,
I am not fitting
to be in your heaven
but I can't bear to face
your punishment of hell
so I ask of you Allah Swt,
grant your forgiveness on me,
do away with my sins
as you are Most Merciful."
