Monday, July 23, 2007
kerja itew.... IBADAH
Listening to: Dealova - Once
Salam all.
Ok, I know I'm collecting dust & cobwebs all over this blog.
I wanted to update earlier & sooner, but it was left as a draft. And still a draft.
Maybe after I finish composing that draft, will update ok?
Anyway, I had a lousy weekend.
Didn't actually go anywhere. Stayed home, accompanied my Grandma.
Watched TeeVee... Lots of it. Played with my dear Cat, who slept most of the time.
And the SUNDAY ended JUST LIKE THAT!
Boredom takes the toll.
When the Sunday is a crappy one, so the Monday is...
BLUE!
Not really that BLUE lah.
I had my work going, just that the ultimate feeling of "M:alas" makes me blueing.
& Nadh. SHE JUST HAD TO DISTRACT me with tonnes of questions.
Since I neglected her last week, & with my blues,
without me realising, I was actually chatting, pouring out old stories, nagging like an old woman, being a philosoper, & the best part was about him, him & him.
:p
Talking about the "M:alas" @ work,
I was tuning in to Ria, when something stunt me for a while.
I was reminded of something when Hafiz Glam said,
"Tugas itu Ibadah tau!"
Then I start to ponder all those thoughts of dreading to work,
those times I failed to deliver my work well just because I felt to lazy and reluctant to attend to work.
Those times that I just felt like quitting just because I DON'T LIKE MY work.
Those time when I say "I hat my desk bound job. I don't like what I do."
Those times when things are just so routined.......
Then I realise, I wasn't being thankful with what I was given.
note: I didn't say "I wasn't thankful with what I have"
Then I realised, I haven't been thanking Oh Allah for this great opportunity.
For the amount of experiences I gained in this part of journey in my life.
And I realised, He wanted me to start small.
Nothing comes easy!
cOnfus~ED Paranoia Freak @ 9:55:00 AM ||
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