Sunday, February 18, 2007
Pondering...Thinking...Can't stop it.

Listening to: Menunggumu - Peterpan

Salam all.

I've been having this some sort of "disturbing" thoughts in my head.
I don't know if it's affecting my life as a whole. Somehow, we HAVE to think about it once in a while. But, this is NOT once in a while. It's like almost every minute.

I'm scared.
I just can't get it in words to tell someone.
I tried once to let somebody know about it,
but somehow I can't. It's like shutting up my mouth making me dumb everytime I want to talk about it.

I cry in my prayers, seeking for solace.
@ least for a while when I'm just alone with HIM, I feel @ ease.
Astaughfirullah....

I realised I've been "away" for far too long.
Age and experience has made me explore all kind of things,
but I've forgotten to explore another part of me.
I've lost it.

Subhanallah...Alhamdullilah...La'illahaillah....Allahu Akhbar....




Andainya ku tahu...
Tak mungkin kan ku tahu...
Seandainya ku tahu...
Tak mungkin sempat ku ucapkan nya....
Ia kan datang tanpa di duga....
Ku takut untuk mengundangnya....
Kerna belum cukup ku beri pada NYA....


cOnfus~ED Paranoia Freak @ 11:49:00 AM || 0 comments