Sunday, July 25, 2004
This feeling within me...
Salam.
Hello all.
I like my new skin. hehe. Kinda dark, but i like it.
Even my cousin Hafiz linked me as "syazni,the black cat" - what's that supposed to mean,fiz?
lol~ Oh nad, have u seen him ard NP. he is ur senior. he's ICT too,ya noe.
Have you ever experienced this feeling, where, at a point of every month, u will start crapping and go all emotions and sentimentals.
Feeling down,grieved,sombre,sorrowful,tearful,touching,gloomy - that all sum up to sadness.
so suddenly you have the strong urge to just cry... just cry.
eee...i hate that part of me. Sometimes it is so so so bad that I could go all nite just crying.
N sleep isthe best medicine for me. I can't channel my frustration to do something better than sleep. If i did, I would be irritated, or i will be the irritator. haha.
and after that i would feel bad. because it's either i scold someone for being irritating(but actually no) OR i irritated someone.
Well, i can't possibly sleep all the time or whenever i hit the "mood" rite?
So most of the time, i do the "ummi tactic" - eat CHOCOLATES :} *grins*
And after that i would get all hyper active...
and IF ummi is ard, i will start talking - aloooooot.(since wen did i learn to shut up wen im wif u,huh? :}) haha.
Nadiah, if u tink wen im wif u or shidah i talk alot, tts not alot. haha.
Im crapping again,didnt i?
*sigh...*
cOnfus~ED Paranoia Freak @ 1:21:00 PM ||
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