Wednesday, July 28, 2004
there it goes again...
Salam alaik.
Im so shagged and tired,truly exhausted.
With this tummy upset,i don feel good at all...
Yesterday had silat training.It was cool, learnt something new, had a "fite" already.
Izah decided to join me,next training onwards. yey...another fren i have,besides ayu.
Oh Allah,im so grateful...
Today was my most dreadful day for me, in all the 3 wks in sch.
Tummy upset,my body aching all over making me feel giddy all over again.
Went to the canteen and bought panadol. That was my biggest mistake.By the time EP comes, i feel so sleepy and there goes my concentration. So i ended up leaving early.
The moment i stepped out of the train at city hall, i heard this loud piercing announcement which said, that all north bound train will terminate at TP. in my head i was shouting WHY????
hoping that the station master would hear me and give some explaination as to why there was no train to wdls. I waited for abt 20 mins and thought of taking 961 home, and meantime, can wash eyes mah...? lol~
so there i was going down the escalator and my mind start working, i can actually take the mrt via jurong kan? hahaha.
ok, so up again i went. lucky havent step pou of the gantry.... silly me...~~~
Reached home and showered solat and hit the bed.
Hmm....."someone" must have noticed that I am ignorance in some way or another towards the "somone". Don blame me for that. Its not my fault that I become like that.
My perception of the "someone" has totally changed,altogether.
You really made an impressive 1st impression, but if only you could maintain it, maybe i wouldn't be so harsh like now.
I just don like people with stinking attitude. I don like the attitude.
You have everything that mentally and physically disabled would yearn for. But i think, the way they think is way much better than you. I have a cousin whose akhlak is way much better than yours. don think retards don have feeling, they do have it.
Its just an act,isnt't it? You made a great stage performance on yourself. But im not the fool you trying to fool.
Im not a toy for you to play with. I am a human with feeling. who can still FEEL PAIN.
You got the wrong person if you think u can toy with, cos, i will never be like the 1st day i was.
Don think im nice, i will be forever nice, well, it depends, if you didnt start your "drama" i would have been the nice syaz all along.
I think i've typed long enough. i think i shall stop now.
Oh ya, hopefully the North-South train line would be clear by 2moro morning.
aiyah... next time when anyone want to commit suicide, pls pls pls don do it in public.
Be considerate abit...lol~
DON EVER DO THAT!!! LAKNAT ALLAH BERSAMA MU!!!!!! ingat tu...
but seriously, the fella died of accident or suicide eh? just wait for future news...
*tuduhan yg tak berasas yg ariff!*
hahaha...
ok, ending my post with,
illaliqa' wa ma'assalamah...
Lailus saed...
cOnfus~ED Paranoia Freak @ 9:35:00 PM ||
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