Monday, May 24, 2004
The world is small indeed.

Listening to: First Love(instrumental) - Utada Hikaru

Salam.

I went online this morning while i was still at home, I read through my tag.
I re-read Nadiah's tag carefully again and again. Somehow the name "safari" reminded me of something. Just something which i couldn't figure out at 10 am in the morning!

Sms-ed Nad, is "HER" dad name safari? She said yes, and she has sibling name ummu barakah, and that again reminded me of someone,just someone...
Kak Mar came into mind.

I remmbred telling ummi that "SHE" looked like my ex wannabe sis in law,but somehow,tiada jodoh.In fact i told ummi when "SHE" was there,in the same house, at a function planned for me. i told u that she looked so sweet like Kak Mar.
I was too excited to know all these coming true. Just too excited.
I kept asking myself, is it true that "SHE" is Kak Mar's sis? I do know that she has a sister named Siti-"SHE" and Ummu Barakah, but her family call her CT. Ummu barakah i'm not sure...hmm..so was it true?

I recalled that "SHE" pernah loya burok with me, exactly like Kak Mar. Pemalunya,pendiamnya,senyum manisnya,lirikan matanya,resembles Kak Mar.(I know CT rapat dengan Kak Mar.) But on the 23rd March 2004,I did not even thought that "SHE" might be Kak Mar's sister! It was 3 years ago since we met during syawal, after my umrah,with Kak Mar.
I put on my thinking cap. "SHE" stay in Yishun, "SHE" dad name safari(according to nad) Looked familiar. Tried to get Kak Mar's no. I was so desperate to know the truth.But couldn't, she changed her no. since....errr...no need to know ok.haha.

Knowing I was so desperate,Nad said,she will ask ummu barakah for me when she go for tahfiz tomorrow.

At 6pm, at CP, I saw Kak Mar, and she saw me and Kak faiz. YES! Good timing!

Oh how i miss her! I asked her,

ME: Kak Mar, adik Kak Mar nama "SHE" kan???
Kak Mar: Ah ah. Kak Mar nampak gambar nani masa tu birthday nani kan? kak mar tanya die, tak kenal nani ke? abe die kate tak. Kak Mar bilang lah, ni adik sedara abg rahman!
ME: Mane nak kenal! they know me as wafi!klw ye pun syazni. not nani! Nani pun masa tu tak terfikir langsung tu adik kak mar. abe tadi pagi terfikir sekejap, kwn ummu bilang nama bapak "SHE" safari. nani pun, hah? sapari? yishun? muke mcm kak mar,loya pun same! apa lagi, desperate tau dari tadi nak answer!sbb nani tau kak mar panggil die CT. kak faiz pun bilang, they all n u all sume panggil die CT.mane nak tau nama die "SHE"
Kak Mar: ah tu lah, betul lah adik kak mar.

so that was part of our convo~! YES NAD! SHE IS SOMEONE I KNOW!!!!
ITS just that we haven't met for 3 years. and we only met once... :)
I just love her sister so much, It's just too bad things didn't go well for her and my abg sedara. Me and Kak Mar manja mase di tanah suci dulu, she lah yang tempat me bergurau when i was there with her. I just love her and i just love how her family is. They are soooo gooooooood.haha.
And by the way nad, the dad name is Sapari, not safari ;p not related to nite safari k.

aaaaah...finally,it's all answered.i felt so relived!Mungkin juga ada hikmah sebalik ketidak ade jodoh di antara kak mar and abg, it wud make things look so complicated shud they go together.
mane tdk nye, "SHE", kak mar sis and abg nor. abg nor=abg man=bestfren!
aaaah...when i told kak faiz about it, she stared at me blankly, "so conpusing!" hahaha

Jodoh dan pertemuan dn perpisahan semua terletak di tangan Allah...

wallahua'alam...

*The real name of "SHE" was not used to protect her identity.

Listening to: At first sight - Yanni


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