Monday, May 17, 2004
Food fiesta.Ungrateful people?
Listening to: Baby don't you break my heart slow - Vonda Shepard.
Salamz my blog and to all those who might bump in here somehow.
Been in the NI forum lately. All talks on food. Me sign application as food tester? Interesting event ya? You might think so. Thanks to sis ana who offered to test her food while Yana's away for studies.
Oh good luck fren. May you have a pleasant stay at KISDAR later on.
What's cooking here...hhmmm...yummy yumm is all i say. My aunt been cooking all those excellent appetizing dishes lately. Those dishes that i would usually definitely,surely indulge in. Sadly, my appetite still not right. It's not back as yet. Hopefully soon.
Even those cokes,pepsi,zapple and those soft drinks will only irritate my throat and myself. My mum bought alot of flavoured teas recently.Especially the Pokka Green Tea she bought for my brother. It's rather tempting.
NO! no teas.Not until my cough "vanish" or i'll start wheezing again at late nights with all those phelgm? Yikes, nope.
Now i feel like slurping some hot soup or some porridge perhaps?can someone brew me some hot soup tonic?
Ummi can i have your chicken stock? hehe...
hhmm...that would definitely soothe the throat. Can i,ummi? 
Anyway,i've seen too much of people ranting about their life. They can't be happier with what they have. Everything is not enough. Nothing is ever enough to them.
Freedom they say they want. Identity they say they search.Truth they say they uphold.
Yes,they are the typical teenagers. I knew some of them,though. It's a sad thing knowing them rant that way. Cursing the fate and questioning HIM like it's something good. Now i wonder, who is it to be blamed?
When i see them that way,they way they brought themselves and the way they behave,it's so disheartening.
i wish i could help. How can i help them,when i myself need help?
In someway, i am lucky that i am still sane.
Ya Ilahi,thank you for keeping me sane. When others do not know what they are searching for.They felt lost,with no map for direction. OH Almighty,Pls lead them back again.
Recently, a friend asked me; why do some people still do the wrong things when they actually know and they actually could feel that the thing they are doing are just so so so wrong?
And i say, Pleasure is all they want. Fun is all they can think of. Selfish is their middle name.
My friend,ilham lost her dear friend recently due to a sickness. She died at a young age. When other teens out there having joy of their life forgetting their duties as a muslim,when they actually know very well what's wrong or right. And her dear friend ready to face HIM for questioning. How eerie it is thinking,if WE are in her place. ARE WE PREPARED?
The rules in the Quran are not for us to question, and rules are not meant to be broken.BUT how many times have we break the rules? And how many rules have we broken?
These are some questions we need to ponder. The school rules we violated umpteen times, what more the rules of Allah? hmm...
Most of the time,in the midst of enjoyment, we forgot that the world we are in is just a hotel for us. We "check in" as a baby, and we "check out" --- we don't even know it.
Don't they realise that we are here on a journey to somewhere? Sometimes we just forget that we are here on "contract". We are brought down here to collect "points" not wealth.
The points can make us feel good both here and the life after. IF we actually do it right and Lillahita'ala.... We would eventually leave the wealth behind.
But every good comes with bad. And every bad comes with good.
Allah is equitable.
Wallahua'alam...
Listening to: The way of love - Hadad Alwi
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