Monday, February 23, 2004


aching body, tired mind, disturbed soul

salamz peeps! sowie for not blogging.been very bz lately esp for the past 2 days. niwae, ystrday, i did typed a very long winded post her, but then, it got me pissed off coz it suddenly disappeared juz like tt. fed up n i switch of the pc straight away, chatted with nurul a while before tt tho....

nevertheless, i will retype watever i typed ystrday...

on thursday, went no where, juz stayed home n learnt something from bik leha (kak ain's mum). she tot me buat kuah rojak for the coming wedding tu.
my aunt takde, so she is the cook lah. so she said, the next time wen my aunt takde, i shall make the gravy...ohhhh plssss! haha...takpe lah, at least i gotta learn something kan. haha. dah bis tu, i spent my day infront of the pc.
my parents came back n went out again pi sewa lorry. my bros came back, we all went McD at marsiling. dah alik tu, dok lagik kat dpn comp.how bored it cud get huh? haha...

Friday
on friday morning, mummy called me. haha...she saw an ad at BH abt the Wihardja sale.i accompanied her to ubi. theres alot of furnitures n things that i wud love to have.haha...since mummy nak pindah kan, so she got those stuffs lah. dah tu, my dad called to go shop to help him n mum.cos nak tutup cepat.
sesampai nye di sana, my dad pun pi lah solat. me n mum pun start packing lah, so wen my dad dah balik kiter pun bleh terus balik kan. then suddenly bik leha called. she was so excited that she got cucu. haha...cucu hamster! haha...
she panicked dono wat to do. die dah lah geli nak pigang hamster...haha..kak ain plak wrk balik lambat.so i smsed kak ain lah bilang die her hamster dah beranak. she was so shocked cos she didnt noe tt her hamster was pregnant! hehehe... so she oso panicked cos in tt cage, there's 4 hamsters. takut plak lagi tiga ti pi makan anak2 hamster tu. niwae, wen bik leha called me, she told me got 2 litter.so not so bad lah i tot. sikit nah hamster ni beranak...hahaha...so wen dad came back, told him to send me to kak ain house 1st lah. nak tgk hamster...hehe...

wen i got therem bik leha told me that theres 6 in total! haha... saw those litters... experienced already...saw those like janin thingy...oooo....cian ku lihat...got lili, john n oreo out n put them in a small cage. cian nye dorg turun darjat!haha. si eton lah mak nye. hehe...how i noe their name n recognise them? ni mak angkat dorg lah..hahaha.
wen the 3 were out, eton felt relieved cos i can see that she dared to move abt n search for food cos no hamster will disturb her children. get a damp cloth n covered its cage so that suasana redup.hmm...interesting, we dono who the father is cos theres 2 male n 2 female...ntah2 nanti lili plak yg ngandung!!!haha...
wen im settled with those cuties, me n bik leha pun blah ah go my house.nak pi masak kan.

reached home at abt 4.00pm. abg usop n wak ali dah sampai. angkat2 barang pi letak pat lorry. my dad rested a while. me went shower n packing my baju.
ironed my clothes.got changed n it was already 5.30pm.n at tt time jek my dad kater jom jln.haha.baru ku nak makan...baru selera ku dtg.dah nak jln plak...
n i tot nak tunggu for my bros balik...hmmm... 1 whole day ku tak jumper dorg...so off we went...

n i found out tt the one gettg married is kak nora's bro in law....leerrr...sedara ku sindiri! hehe... so smsed her suruh bwk turun tv cos nak tgk APM! hehehehe...niwae, abg ju pun aderrr...our audio n media expert for all wedding ocassion...tu lah abg sedara ku - abg kak nora. hehe...

reached senja @ Bukit Panjang at 6.00pm. obek mail, obek aji n theres this one aunty i dono who was there. n not forgettg abg ju! hehe...he was settg up the media...abt 4 mins later, kak runi n mummy pun tiba.dorg nak pasang kain meja. abg usop n wak ali tadi pi antar lauk pat sebelah pompan kat cck.

so i got my hands wrkg. unpacked stuffs which i had packed at home. counter checked watever uncle micheal had sent - those vegetables, tong gas, n other ingredients lah. then checked ayam n dagingsss from pak aji. all clear except for the lunch box tt uncle mich 4got to send.panic a while.haha...takut asst boss marah plak.haha...
my aunt takde i do the checkings....issssh!haha.tt time kakak ngan mummy ngah pasang2 meja.abg ju n obek mail helped.

at 6.30pm, kakak nak pi kedai. so she drove obek mail nye car...me nak follow cos i want to sit in tt car! wwwwooooo!!! power!! coOLL car! tapi tak power giler lah. takat power je... setail u kete! kalau bleh nak drive jek kete tu! kakak pun die bleh pi roundg seluruh BP....seyonok sgt.she drive smooth jek.hehe...
sampai jek kat tempat tu, meja sumer dah siap pasang!hahaha... my dad jek ngah pasang decor kat walls n backdrop.

cik zai n cik wek dah sampai. n they all dah start potong2 sayur.haha...bik leha ngah set up barang2...so me relax jap ngan kakak ah.gideh2 abg ju nye radio.
at 8.30 pm, i was settled in frnt of the tv with 5 boxes of prawns which has thousands of it,haha..start jek APM... the opening was great!

THAQIFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! U ROCK BOY!!!! super duper cilik he is indeed! untung ARIQ for having abg angkat so caring n darling like thaqif eh. power plak si artist cilik ni bwk lagu lama...hehe...power sey! pastu ezad pun rock! hehehe... opening jek dah grand...
pastu si sheik mcm tak kena gitu as a host...gandingan die tak suit ah ngan sheik. aznil n adi dah lah laserrrr...laserrrrr abisss!haha.ngan sape tu si indon tu...luper plak name die...haha..die pun bleh tahan laserrrr...
cis! abg adi! how dare u sit next to my sister! pastu kasi lagik bear i love CT pat die! tu untk wafi kan yg sebenar nye! haha...perahsantan plak wafi ni! hahaha...
adi rahman is my fav dj in warna! duh~ i do listen to warna - wat to do...everybody in this house listen to warna..... haha...
kat ria plak, ABG TG!!!! aaaaah!!! u stood nxt to CT! oh my! u 2 make gd couple! "abg adi, jgn marah eh" alahaiiiiiii....CT...haha...takpe, abg adi tui buaya darat, baik lagi TG!hahahahahahahaha!!!!
aznil was coOL...but adi much cooler! haha...ok, so ASAL FERHAD NI ASYIK MENANG AJE!!! POPULAR NAH KE DIE KAT SINGAPORE NI! padahal tak langsung...bukan nah die active sesgt kat sini...lebih kat m'sia. kat sana pun i don tink he is tt up! issssssh!!! so the fed up n upset man... ape sey! byk plak tu die menang! asal tak hazrul??? hazrul pun not bad perrrr...
talking bout hazrul...haha...sowie abg adi, hazrul menjadi pilihan si minah indon tu...ah...ku tetap luperrrr name si die tu!hahaha...
so niwae, CT ku menang so the belambak! tak ah, tak blambak sesgt lah...takat 2 jek...but ok perrrr...haha..!!!coOL man!! haha...ku Happy gilerrrrr....
at the end of the show pun CT nye show plak!haha...weeeee~~

eh,ku tgk mmg tgk, tapi siang udang tetap siang! haha...
n tepat jek acara tu abis, udang pun abis ku siang. terperanjat gak...amcm plak bleh abis cpt nye! slalu terkial2 ku nak siang udang... ni mesti semgt abg adi, TG, n CT!hahaha!!! :p
n makcik2 yg potong sayur tu sumer blom lagi abis.masih belambak lagi yg dorg nak kena potong! haha... it was 11.30 by then.
so cleared the udangs n put back in the box. n ku masuk dapur ah.
tak reti plak nak potong2 sayur ni sumer...not so the me... me more of cooking then potong2 ni...haha...
so help abg usop dayung periuk of ayam masak merah nye rempah...hahaha...then my dad plak dayung pulut hitam nye pulut dah...haha....
pastu, bik leha suruh ku masak sweet n sour nye sos! chet! tak pernah ku di beri the trust to masak sweet n sour for wedding! ooo...ini satu penghargaan yg baik! hehe...cos jgn haraplah makcik ku nak beri ku kepercayaan nak masak!hehe...but then, i was undr so close supervision.sukatan ku blom pass lagik. so ni in training lah kire! my aunt called frm madinah. she was shocked tt i cook the sos! haha. selesai jek ku abis buat sweet n sour, abg farid(kak ain nye bf) pun sampai. u all mus b askg wat e heck is he doing there...hehe... yeah, ni nak amik hati mak mertua :p takde lah...he biasa nah tolong my aunt masak kawin ni...it was already 12.30am.
then i helped wak ali goreng ayam...abg ju plak tu on lagu sentimental mlm2 camni.dah lah ku ni mood sasau n tak baik.jiwa ku dah lah lemah.haha...ku off n on cd avril die...makcik2 plakyg bising, lagu aperrr ni? memekak jek.ahaha... oklah, in the end on radio jek.haha.
then at 2 am, my dad alik,ish, tak aci, he went home n sleep in bed!anak die tinggalkan goreng ayam. cey! abe makcik2 yg tadi potong sayur tu dah bis dah potong. n they went sleep at 2 am. aisey bedah!bik leha buat rempah ape ntah lagi...me n abg farid plak yg goreng ayam.he goreng me gaul ayam wif kunyit.
then dah kul 5 pagi, tired already, we ikat daun pandan using care of rope nye version.haha...npcc n ncc join forces. ahaha... daun pandan belambak lah, bkn sikit! so we sit one corner n ikat. ikat punye ikat, dah kul 6pagi n my dad sampai. abg farid was hungry n he ajak me teman die mkn? waaaaat? me eat early morning like tt? oh no! ok lah, he smlm pagi gi sch, ptg sampai mlm wrk.then sambung lagi wrk.he havent eaten. dah lah kak ain suruh ku tgk2 kan die nye mkn.haaaaais...
oklah,so i jus kacau kopi n sat wif him n teman he makan. lucky he joker,ade gak modal nak bebual. so lepas tu, kul 7 makcik2 tu bangun. waaaat? 7 pagi???!!! i havent sleep??!!selalunye ku sempat tido at least 1 hr pun jadi. but tis time, i didnt at all! makcik2 tu tido 5 jam! sungguh tak aci! haha.
then bermula lah ku sibuk sepanjang hari.......

Saturday

dah kul 7 pagi tu, cik wek n cik zai pi umah obek mail nak mandi. then me n bik leha n the rest got bz nak siap kan all the foods lah.coz dah masak2 half of it nak antar pi tempat pompan kat cck.( hmm...wonder y asal tak masak pat sana je kan? 1st of all, manpower tak cukup cos its on a fri & sat. 2ndly, there's no place to cook there. tempat die kecik rabak. satu periuk je dah sempit. 3rdly, cos both pompan n guy nak lauk sesama. so takde yg lain, senang jek kerja!n the no. of guest pun same.haha...sehati sejiwa katerr...)
dari pagi tu sampai lah ke tiga petang ku belom duduk lagi. angkat itu angkat ini, dan badan ku juga yg merana...kenapa lah aku ni seperti lembu di cucuk hidung?perut dah perit semcm. mcm nak terturun jek perut ni...org tua2 kate, ari2 turun...hmm...still wondrg the fact.betul ke?
ish...i know i cant, but still do it? why? i dono lah. anyway, my dad, abg farid, cik wek n cik zai pi tempat pompan. so me n bik leha jek 2 org pompan pat tempat lelaki.

at 12 pm, taufiq, an n wan all 3 my cousins. they all tukang cuci piring.looking at wan, dah besau kau eh budak. he now in sec 3. n i watched him grow up.haha...tapi, tiap2 minggu ku jumperr mamat ni. adik sedara ku ni, cam tak caya gitu he grew up. cos wen he was in p6 he was a cry baby. sec 1 always show tantrums. but then, his religion power dok...jgn memain...malu an n taufiq...name jek abg pada wan... :p haha...me pun malu gak lah...haha...but one thing, wafi tetap suke nyakat die..haha...n he wil say, "lax ah kak, bleh bebual perrr..." haha... ni lah kak ain nye bro! anak bik leha

sungguh ku penat. nak amat heran sekali, jemputan yg sepatut nye 700 org tu seperti 1500...ape ke tidak nye, nasi di masak 3 kali. teramatlah hairan sekali, rojak yg di siapkan untuk 1000 abis n tt time was 4 pm! sungguh dasyat! dan ingatkan tenpat lelaki jek, skali my dad called my aunt - bik leha suruh masak nasi lagik! lagu sakan...
orang menimbun2 datang...kelam kabut di buatnya...

at 4 pm, ku dan bik leha called kak nora tanyerr rumah pengantin tingkat bape. kiterr nak pi mandi lah..haha...yeah! buruk kan dah kul 4 ptg baru nak mandi..slalunye sempat gak kiter mandi pagi...haisss...niwae kak nora pat atas, oklah gak tu. sampai jek pat atas kiter masok bilikkak nora. yey! she on air con.ah...bik leha so eager nak sok bilik air cos she period of the mthlah.haha.
so me lepak.baru lah ku dpt baring dan lunjurkan kaki... dgn baju berbau petis dan rempah, ayam daging, rendang...haha...ok perrr... dan part tu lah ku buka tudung....aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh.....setalah lebih dari 24jam terperap, kepala mabuk, lagik2 kat dapur dgn wap api...but thinking of it...mane lebih teruk? nereka ataupun sekarang? gezzz....the tot already sent jitters to me.hehe...
bik leha mandi sikit pe lambat... it took her abt 35 mins in the toilet. so me at least enjoy the aircon. kak nora ngan buyutnye die,(hahaha...yeah...8 mths preg already.hehe..) make me a hot milo...oooohhh thanks kakak! she noes i havent eaten.cos die kat bawah smlm...then wen bibik ku dah kluar, my turn plak sok...hmm...showered....ahhh...its soooooo good to be in the shower!
dgn air hangat...ahhh...segar bugar badan ku yg letih.it felt so good that i cud sleep in the shower.mcm spa plak! serious! hehe...
but i didnt stay in there lelame lah, belambak koje nak buat.it took me 15 mins for a quick shower...quick but relaxing.hehe...
ku kluar jek, eh bibik dah blah.chet! so me turun jek, masyaAllah ramei nye org!!! kena serbu.

abg usop n abg mamat ngah frantically top up lauk. bik leha ngah masak nasi. wak ali ngah potong rojak which was supposed to be my job. then i was instructed to do the kuah rojak. nak mix the gravy wif kacang.hmm...it need skill oso tau.haha...kul 6.30 kak ain dtg...hehehe...cik abg kamu di campak di cck lah kak..haha... but at least we nyakat her bro togeder...haha...

dah kul 7 mlm, baru dah surut sikit... then me help the trio cuci pinggan...haha...dah sah lelaki...nampak jek pompan kaco jek anak dara org...yelah kendarat kan angkat pinggan pastiu letak pat washing area pe...wan kena giat ngan kiterrr ngan satu minah ni...haha...sipu2 die.hehe...
then dah kul 8.30 mlm, start balik rushing. so me pun rushing abis lah...sibuk balik.pinggang ku mcm nak patah gitu...perut jgn citer lah, sesungguhnye ngah tahan jek.angkat tu angkat ni, buat tu buat ni...yg peilik nye, majlis kater abis kul 9? n 9.30 masih ader lagik tetamu.ish...bila nak packing ni? blom nak cucilagi periuk2 basin2 tu sumer...pinggan mangkuk gelas tu jgn kater. nak angkat nak balik kul bape?? haha...
nekad ah, kul 9.45 tu kiter kat dapur dah start clearing... me bungkus2 kan ape2 lauk for me n bik leha. after that the rest bungkus2 sindiri. me went counter checking all the tools n basins.ape2 rempah tak pakai. tong gas yg tak abis. beras nak return balik.all keep one corner.kak ain help me oso..
so after that, my dad n abg farid pun sampai ngan lorry.
dorg pun tolong lah packing.
dah kul 10 baru lah majlis abis.baru lah org rumah nyer n adik2 beradik die rebut2 nak bungkus lauk..ya allah...mcm lah lauk tu sumer nak lari... so mummy bukak kain meja, my dad bukak his decor.
n all tt ended at 11.30 pm. sumer dah lepak abizzzz...

ku naik kete wif me dad n wak ali. an n abg usop naik lorry. yg lain nak transport masing2 lah.sampai umah jek dah kul 12.15. oh gdness...i havent slept for more than 42 hrs...wif my body damn aching...tu baru jek sampai umah kul 12.15. lom lagi dorg nak angkat barang2 naik atas. so me angkat yg mane ku mampu. naik jek, letak barang. sok toilet n have my shower...aaaaaaaaaaaah!!! soooooo gooooooood!!!nash lom tido lagi. my mum pun lom lagi. fit je dah tido. i was expecting his "sindiran" haha..." kak baru balik kak?" hehehe...but tt boy dah sleep.
showered then made myself a hot choc.n gosh! i havent filled my stomach within tt 42 hrs! masyaAllah!!!

drank it in my room...the darkness soothes me.n the feel of the fan brushing trhough my hair really calm me down. did some head rotation n on some soothing music. n the backgrd of the room really makes me calm a moment. my fear, my pressured mind all clear...that moment i really felt someone within me. i let it be. wow!

at that moment i forgot that people outside ngah busy angkut2 barang bawak masuk. after i finished my choc, i let the music on in the backgrd. it somehow put me to sleep. coz of my aching tired body, i felt so icy chilly coldness in the room. no...no presence of "anyone". juz tt i was tired.i slept peacefully with no interuption... n i woke up only to find my parents n bros at jb already... it was 1 pm that i woke up. haha... i missed subuh n missed school... hey, tak sengaja lah...

sunday

then me all the way stayed home... needing some massage... my palm so the hurt man.....dah sebal n numb like ummi's...... hehe... ummi,. ur turn ah urut tgn wafi ;) my shoulder is very stiff...very2 stiff...esp my right shoulder. lengan ku bisa.... my shoulder blade hurtss...my feet hurts...ahhh...not to mention my tummy...is there any qualified massues around here? hehe...
they all came back home mlm at ard 8 pm. by tt time me pun dah lepak balik coz kemas2 barang2 tu sumer yg serak kat hall tu, sok kan balik dlm store. my aunt nak balik sok. so clear hall lah. barang die dah sah belambak nanti....



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