Friday, November 21, 2003





..:: mY attRibutes to my dearest..::

MDM ENDANG KU AND AUNTY SU(MDM SURIANI)

it was drizzling. my blouse with polka dots of rain drops looked awful. my specs were covered with drops of rains.i took it off and wiped it away. i though i saw "aunty su" a.k.a mdm suriani talking to someone...i grinned from ear to ear. you saw me and smiled and waved at me :))) didnt expect that. i had my fingers waved at you as well, but it was accompanied by smile and also happiness. i was soo happy to see you just now.i was on the way to the hall for my FnN paper. aunty su was talking to you. semangat mdm suriani berbual tadi. as i passed the two of you, i said "selamat hari raya teachers" i said while jus walking straight. wanted to stop n chat wif you, but i guess, it wasnt appropriate. and aunty su said, "ah ya, selamat hari raya. JANGAN LUPA DATANG RUMAH.eh, today last ppr eh?" haha... aunty su/mdm suriani, you are forever cute with your "bersahaja" gesture and words and you still remembered that hari raya incident wen i was in sec 3!.haha...you cooked and prepared suddenly i didnt turn up cos it was soo late already and i tried to call you,it was engage! i smiled at both of you. " i said yes. paper masak2" i said while pointing my FnN book towards you. and you replied me, " ah bagus lah.nanti boleh tempah masak raya eh." hahah!!! and wat did my dearest dear mdm endang disturb me? " eh, i also want lah.sedap punye kan?" hahahahah!!! canot tahan already! n i only said insyaAllah... n chuckled... mdm endang? why you stood there and just smiled sheepishly at me? :)) if only i cud stop and chat with you. aunty su were with you, how m i supposed to stop huh! haha... banyak2 tempat kat staffroom tu, the two of you stood and chatted next to the fire hose... hahaha...

i went up the hall.i did my paper. and halfway, your smile distract my mind. i smiled to myself. n the picture of you waving at me a while ago was playing in my mind. luckily i managed to overcome the situation, if not, i would certainly go blank during my paper!
after the paper, passed by the staffrm again. i hoped to see you doing work outside the staffroom at the umbrella bench. but then you were not there, i took a peep in the staffroom, ur table empty, but your computer on. i searched for you somewhere around your area, you are one funny teacher, the school provides you with your own table, and where did you do your things? at mdm rohani's old desk!haha!!! i dono who sat there now after my mdm rohani...haha.... you were pretty busy,so i just went home. on the way, i sms you. hmm... i said that i was so happy to see you jus now and take care.

you replied me at 5.45pm. i guess you were on your way home. i was greeted with the news you are transferring to catholic high school... aww...... finally..... you leaving after that 10 years of suffering in mad town school!!!!!! haha... im glad for you!but then,fearing the most, catholic sch, i will pray for your safety. don worry. makin lah jambu nanti ckigu aku ni, all boys school somemore... hehehe.... cey... not enough attention ke kat woodlands? hehehe... you will be further from woodlands now, i hope you will still stay at the same blk... cos who knows we might bump into each other at causeway pt?! hehe... don change your handphone number ok. you asked how ummi was doing. ummi's fine i said n asked how many other teachers are transferring... you told me a few. you asked me n ummi out after raya! yey!! haha... we wil see how are things ok, cher. insyaAllah, we shall go outing,if everything went fine :) then we can chit chat over a coffee at starbucks perhaps? ;) it was time for buka soon, i guess you had to stop sms-ing me, cos you said, ok thanks dear, all the best and kirim salam ur mum. hehe... yes cher, insyaAllah,akan ku sampaikan salam mu pada ummi nanti...till we meet again,miss you..... :)

MY DEAR MRS CHONG
i walked out of the hall, you stood right outside the hall wishing us all the best in collection of our results next year. how the news shocked me. you will not be joining us, you are not the one giving us the result slip next year... mrs chong, my dear teacher and my mum in school, u taught us well, you gave us the support to continue and not give up. our class was the most notorious one. yet, you stood there being the head of our class. i admit, we werent clique when you were my geography teacher when i was in secondary 3. you always find my fault and brought me to mrtan because i did not do your work continuously.i didnt favour you either because your style of teaching does not make sense to me.your english context was too high for me to understand.thus, i shut my mind during your lesson...

today, the news came to me. it pierced me. you are transferring to Christ Church secondary.on the other hand, im glad that u leave the school for goodness sake:) the one that saddens me was just simply because, i wont be able to see you to collect my results later next yr. i wanted to see your hands passing me that result slip to mine.but i guess, luck wasnt on our side.
before we left jus now, you gave me a high five! yah! you smiled at me and said " my leader, don forget to sms me ah" haha... so sweet of you. hey, i forgot to ask you, hows my mike the hamster? is he doing well? :) im sure your son and lil daughter devotes him.haha.

mrs daphne chong wei shin, you the light of my life when i was in secondary 5 in woodlands secondary school. you taught me to be friendly and so much of morals :) you are not like other teachers whom doesnt care about manners. you taught us manners. secondaty 5A had learnt their lesson. whether or not they accept it, i donot know. but on my part, it was pretty useful. ur sarcasm, i will always remember, :)
i treasure that moment when you were damn angry with 5A and you switched class with mr liew just because the geography students did not turn up for your extra lesson. you got angry and didnt conduct the temperature taking for 2 days. i was overly worried and my heart cried so hard to get you.
you turned me away when i smiled at you.i understood very well.yet, out of angriness, you still asked me who were the absentess for that particular day. that weekend, that sunday, it was mother's day. on the saturday, our aesthethic teams spared their time from morning till evening decorating our class and we even bought fish tank and several fish for the class decor. on the whiteboard it says, "happy mother's day, mrs chong" :) i came on monday morning pnly to see you sitting down reading your novel... i was afraid that you might not get touched by our effort. it was time for pledge taking and after that, you greeted us happily and said tahnk you children. i was sooo happy upon hearing that. you cooled off within days. thank goodness... :)

graduation day was 4 weeks ago.i was the first one in the whole school to break the silence :) actually, i acted cool and told myself to be brave and not shed a single tear. however, knowing myself, i cudnt control. i couldnt hold back any longer. you came to me with my leavng cert and report book... i didnt know why, but it seem like theres a force pulling me from you :) we exchanged hug...your shoulder were wet... haha... im sorry... :) you are my one and only mrs chong... theres no other mrs chong that i've known... thank you soo much for being there throughout 2003. appriciate that thought of yours :)


mdm endang told me several teachers are going out... all my teachers are transferring.
MDM ENDANG off to CATHOLIC HIGH SCHOOL
MRS CHONG off to CHRIST CHURCH SECONDARY SCHOOL
MR LIEW off to WEST SPRING SECONDARY SCHOOL (maths teacher ku)
MS TAN off to NAN CHIAN HI SECONDARY SCHOOL(no idea who this teacher is)
MR GAN off to JU YING SECONDARY SCHOOL(no idea who this teacher is)

all the best to you all teachers!!! hope the new school posted to you are much condusive than in woodlands! don stress hah!!! hahaha.



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