Wednesday, November 12, 2003
..::i miss you,tremendously.tell me how to express it to you that i really do?::..
eLLo peeps! hiya everybody... i know i havent been in the best moods for the few days back. IM BACK! haha...like nad, im feeling fragile too... dono how to desvribe it,but tts the way it is ;) haha.
better read sampai abis kalau nak tau how i met sis idah n yana :) hehehehe....
ok ok...yesterday, i tot i wanted to write in,however, time doesnt permit me to do so. i had to settle my skin first somehow.ahaha...for those who had seen it, ooo yes, it was terrible! but then 1 brilliant idea propped up n say " hey!jus change the pic lah." n so i did.... i dono how to change the color of the backgrd tho...wish i cud. haha... niwae, probably wen i hav my most freest time ever, i'll browse the whole entire site for skins! haha... like so free like tt... haha....
ah yes! yesterday, i went to causeway point, wif me mum. wanted to get my stuffs at popular n my mum nak shoppg ~ yelah, raya mcm nak dekat gitu kan? haha... tak paham aku!!! ok so, i went to popular n get my pens while she go baju browsing at RH fashion. she told me to meet her there,if she not there go metro ~ mattress department. ok fine. im done wif my thing. went to RH,no glimpse of her. went to metro, hais... dahlah mak aku ni katik dan cute.... hhmmm...pulak tu kat metro shelves dah lah tinggi2....so i have to go through every corners n inch of the metro. takde lak! dahlah die tak wak hp. lerr.... so i went tru n fro frm RH to metro 3 kali!!!! kalau gi sa'i dah bis satu round... korg tau tak safa marwah nye distance tu?hahaha...
n finally i found her! argh!!! she was at a different part of metro ~ totally different department!!!aiyah!!!
after i accompany my mum beli tu cadar idaman die.... kite gi lah scent shop go buy some pebbles n an autumn leave candle,fake roses n some other tiny flowers too which can float in water.i want to make somekind of "theraphy" or decor on one part of my house. kirakan benda2 tu sume, aku sumbatkan dlm bowl yg berair ah. ala...senang kate nanti korag dtg umah aku ah tgk eh... hahahah!!!
dah penat memilih...byk gak sey choose, pastu yg bayar nye...heheh....sape lagi lah kalau tak my mum! haha...biasalah tu... dah make payments kite gi lah courts tgk2 bende...haha... dah penat tgk2, nak balik ah. pastu my bro call me nak ice cream. so while i go to basement nye MCdonald tu, my mum stay kat level 1 tgk2 lagi benda kat atrium tu metro nye sale...lagi...haha...
dah order icecream tu...makin penuh tangan aku dgn plastic2....tak sangka gak byk benda yg kite beli!haha.dah tu, singgah pet station kejap,nak tgk makanan "bdk2 kecik cute molek ~ hamsters lah!"tu bape. dah check price, nak escalator ah nak pi minta duit nak beli mknan dorg.hahaha.
skali terpusing kat escalator yg nak turun kat sebelah tu. ternampak lak si SIS IDAH N YANA KITE! oklah, nak panggil, jauh lak, pastu, wafi tgk kan je, mane lah tau sis idah tergerak nak pusing ke. ALLAH ANSWERED MY PRAYERS! yes, she turned. by tt time, she dah almost kat bwh, me kat atas. tapi kite senyum n lambai2 ah. dua tersenyum lebar! sungguh tak sangka akan bertemu!hahaha...
hati masih terlonjak2 kegembiraan hapi gilerrrr nye! haha... me gi lah minta duit ah nak beli mknan hamsters kan. hehehe... so, dah dpt duit tu, turun ah nak gi pet station. nak masuk je ah muncul lagi sis idah n yana!! baru lah betul ni jumpe! wooohooooo! hahahaha. best sey! dah salam2 ngan sisters kite tu, tanya lah khabar. wah sis idah dok cyber cafe pat atas... THE FUNNY THING IS, I ASKED HER, "ade ke cyber cafe kat sini?" hahaha...buat malu je! name nye saje org woodlands! haha... sowi ah, lama nah tak naik tingkat 7! ok...tt time, it was 6.00 pm already. so dorg nak gi umah idin buka kat sana...hahaha... best sey! dpt jumpe sis idah n sis yana... ok...i know my sisters yg lain lom nampak wafi kai tudung in real life,haha...sis idah n yana dah nampak dah... ;) hehehehe
ok...so mlm nye wafi gi umah my uncle solat terawih.ini lagi satu nye best! woohoo!! hehehe... cousins....si anak dara ni sume ah... then, i have one fren n oso sedara,hhmm... my niece ah kire, tapi kite same age, same sch. tapi die express ah, so now she in poly. same CCA lak tu! woohoo! rindu kat die! so smlm jumpe, ape lagi, ramcak ah bebual lepas solat tu. then my cousins rapat pun sume cam happy semcm dorg smlm! ooo seronok ah...the excitement was.....i simply cudnt put to wrds! hahaha... oklah... tis monday my house lak! but then, dorg buka kat umah ni...wafi dah lah balik kul 6! ppr abis lambat lak! aiseyman! hahaha... k k ... takpe... c u all aje lah k.hahaha.ade sesapa siters yg nak join terawih at my house? di persilakan hadir!!! :))
tapi...satunye yg tak dpt wafi kekang...at the back of my heart... its always piercing me... the kecoh n riuh n laughter, doesnt help me to overcome the feel.i still miss someone terribly...hais...masih tak terubat lagi rindu ni... i've tried to let it go n not hold on to it so much. but no matter how busy i am, at the back of my heart n mind, there you are.... i still miss you..... but then... i don't know how to express it to u. somehow...wafi rasa takut nak luah kan... entah lah... biarkan je lah wafi di temankan rindu ini. its ok if there is no cure to this. wafi akan tanggung beban ni,walau seabad atau kurun lamanye.atau selama lamanya... s long s i know u r safe n happy over on the other side, im contented already....
to someone i dearly miss........
bubbly bubbyesssss
cOnfus~ED Paranoia Freak @ 1:53:00 PM ||
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